Depression after getting a cat

Depression can change your life for the better or worse. Most want better. When I was going through deep depression I notice god does listen and miracles do happen. Most the time I was just ignoring that as years went by. I asked myself and god I really want a cat. This was during late fall early winter time. I don't like when people try to control you with negative things and say cats are evil. I don't believe that any animal is. They have a lot of love to give. Anyways depression was hard and I was trying to find myself in this sadness I was living. But my dad walked outside during the cold snowy day and saw this little kitten sitting there freezing. My first thought when we got her inside the house was god this kitten is the most beautiful kitten ever but how am I going to take care of a cat if I can't keep her where will she go after shes warms up from the cold who will take her, who what when why kind of thing. It took a few to remember what I asked god that I really wanted a cat but as soon as I remembered it was like a wave of love pouring into me. I was listened to and this is the form of love being filtered into me and my life. The best part is I don't believe in curses or bad luck from having a black kitten/cat so this was even better. I knew she would be loved and not mistreated because of stereotypes that people have made it out to be for cats like her. I don't think I ever thanked god so much in that time. so I had so many questions what to do but for now we got food for her and some water and she ate and drank. Right after that she fell asleep after purring. I kept her warm in between my legs with her on the blanket. Laying there I was thinking what awesome things are going to happen next. But in that moment I didn't think about depression. This cat was going to help me heal that. I still have depression but seeing her each day gives you hope. I didn't think having a cat would be therapeutic but they are. But anyways here is the photo of her when she fell asleep in between my legs. Have an awesome week everyone. Thanks for reading.